Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Pressure for Breakfast... Stress for Lunch...

I think I need another vacation. Well I have 3 projects staring me at my face and another one in the works... I haven't been having a diet of pressure and stress in a while so it's an experience that I have to get used to... Again...

Well all this work has rendered me sick again... I think I have used 4 sick leave days for the month of may. Maybe it's the weather, or maybe I'm just a bit stressed. Either way, its not healthy...But I'll get used to it, I guess... I have been here before after all.

I used to eat pressure for breakfast and stress for lunch haha. I guess my skills and experience will be tested again...

And yes... I'm raring to go at it again... Fight!!!!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Soliloquy of Sadness

Sadness



For some reason... I feel sad today.... it's like there is this big black cloud hovering just above me...

Well work has been good so far... and I have been productive in my craft... I just feel that there is something missing that was there before...



Also, I feel like I don't belong anymore... dunno, maybe because it's just because of the absence from my peers... or something else....



I wonder if anyone would miss me if I'd be gone... sometimes I just want that affirmation that I am wanted... I am needed...



It seems that I am back on my Wandering days... Well I am the Wandering Knight of Solitude after all...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Summer is Over... Rainy Days are here again...

The Nutcase Club

Oh well, the summer is finally over, and so are the out of town trips to boracay and puerto galera (for the moment). The rains have started falling, and the weather now is cooler albeit annoying (Think of the Traffic Jams).

It was good while it lasted. The hot sun, the cool waters, the white sand and the multitude of people walking alongside you at the coast. Not to mention the eye candy around as well. Lotsa Eye Candy (haha).

I also experienced a lot of peer bonding this summer. I got to see my friends almost everyday. I also got to see every aspect of their personality: their moods, their frustrations; what brightens their eyes or what sets them off. Especially during those out of town trips and the sleepovers. Whew!

Well looks like everything is settling back to normalcy. My mind isn't on vacation anymore (haha) and its time to focus my energies on these projects that were assigned to me. Somehow, the summer helped me overcome the burnout and have the zest to come back to the salt mines (aka work).

This summer was very memorable, and one of the happiest times (to date) that happened this year...


Till the next summer!